Only not really, but I can *smell* the end, that's for sure.
is less then 6 month I'll be a free woman at last. School, high-school, civic-service - check, check and double check.
I was the girl who always knew what she'll do when she grow up and changed it every two days, but still I always knew where I was going to - most of my childhood I was a future lawyer, until I realised that as far as I can be from doing justice; then I was gonna be a poet, but realised I hated poetry; then a scriptwriter, until I decided I don't wanna broke my whole life, then a photographer - but I don't wanna be broke now either, then a teacher (cause I'm a masochist), then a professor (cause I'm an even bigger one), then a film/music/TV/politics critic - cause, lets face it, I'm doing it anyway...
And now, I wanna be all of that (except the lawyer, cause you know - that's icky!) and I don't know what to do.
I'll be 22 when I'll start learning, no matter what it'll be. Most of my peers in other parts of the planets would already be out of uni with a degree in their hands, most people my age in my own country would be at list one year two years into their studies.
And that is before I think about taking a year to work....
The world is moving and I am left behind, and I didn't even know where I wanna go - I wanna go everywhere! I know I can be good at all of those jobs, and I could enjoy and feel good in all of them, and none of them has a secure future - so what do I do?
What do I do?