Always Nice

You will always be nice
You will always smile at me
You might even laugh
Might even joke with me

But I’d rather you’d be honest
I’d rather you be cruel
I’d rather you break me, you hate me
I’d rather have the truth

You will always be nice
You will always smile at me
But the knife still cuts
Too deep for you to see

(And it doesn’t even bleed anymore)

But I’d rather you’d be honest
I’d rather you be cruel
I’d rather you break me to pieces
I’d rather have the truth

I can’t do it myself
I need you to help
Damaged beyond repair
I need you to make me start all over again

But you will always be nice
You will always smile at me
You might even laugh
You might kill me