noamjen

Well, the last journal entry is from over 2 years ago. Wow! I managed to go to England, hate my job, love the place, come back to Israel, get a job, visit England twice, Germany twice, Holland one, see so many great bands live, meet new people from all over the place and still feel like I'm stuck. So thanks to insomnia and boredom I have found the time to update my dev page... Probably won't be able to stick to it, like always but it is still nice to think someone might read what I write or see the pics I took. Happy new year everyone! Noam Jen

... that's the title of a very known song here in Israel. London isn't waiting for me, I'll be alone there too. Less then a month from now the one dream that I have consistent about since ever, the one thing I never changed my mind about, never stopped hoping for is finally going to come true - I'm gonna leave Israel and move to England. I think it's needless to say how scared I am - terrified (I don't even know how to spell that word!). I have a place to live for the first three months, and a more-then-less guaranteed job for that same duration. It's all completely legal, and like I said I've been dreaming about this moment for so long -

Only not really, but I can *smell* the end, that's for sure. is less then 6 month I'll be a free woman at last. School, high-school, civic-service - check, check and double check. I was the girl who always knew what she'll do when she grow up and changed it every two days, but still I always knew where I was going to - most of my childhood I was a future lawyer, until I realised that as far as I can be from doing justice; then I was gonna be a poet, but realised I hated poetry; then a scriptwriter, until I decided I don't wanna broke my whole life, then a photographer - but I don't wanna be broke now either, then a teacher (cause I'm a maso